there's no point anymore.
and im going crazy from all the random recollections popping up in my head.
ther's no denying how im affected by this whole thing.
i don't even know if anyone reads this anymore.
it's just a need to let a little of it out before i cant take it anymore.
there's so much i have to prove.
and i promise i'll try.
please let me get through this fast.